I am beginning to think it would be better for me not to go out of the house for the next four years. If there were any power in prayer that four years would be much shorter, much much shorter. Is it bad to pray to wake up the next morning and be able to read someone’s obituary? Of course, I really do not believe in prayer power. When I feel the urge to pray I interpret it as telling me that there is a problem I need to focus on or let go.
It is springtime and with that comes a few trips to the local Lowes, Home Depot, etc. As I was walking into Lowes this Friday morning there was a middle-aged “gentleman” wearing a t-shirt that read “Trump Won“. In all likelihood it was from the 2020 election cycle and the attempted coup of our democracy.
I saw that t-shirt and it was like a demon took over my body. My face flushed with anger, the flight or fight response kicked in, mainly on the fight side. Before I could catch myself (normally I just shake my head and try to ignore such ignorance), I found myself putting my right hand on his left shoulder and proclaiming, “Most of us are fucking sorry that idiot won.””
His response, “I love this shirt.”
Fortunately I was able to control myself and not escalate the situation. What nearly popped out was something along the lines of, “well that shirt does scream I have a low IQ or I lack critical thinking abilities.”
I am blaming it on the gummies. The first week after the election I imbibed more marijuana that week than I had in the whole previous 40 years. I have slowed down a little, but not much. The one thing I ever had faith in or put my belief in was the United States of America. Now El puto pendejo naranja and his gang of fascist thugs are busily dismantling this country. There is no sane or logical reasons for what they are doing to my once beloved country and to the world to some extent. I absolutely cannot stand reality right now. Yeah Raw Dog #2, I know THC does not make you violent, but it does relax inhibitions.
Pray for me. Either I am going to end up in the hospital or in jail for battery after a confrontation of this type.